I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I’ve spent on you
Where have the times gone baby
It’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember
The people we used to be
It’s even harder to picture
That you’re not here next to me
You say it’s too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And then that time that you wasted
All of our bridges burnt down

I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I’ve spent on you
Where have the times gone baby
It’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of it
One more stupid love song I’ll be sick.

You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can’t expect me to be fine
I don’t expect you to care
I know I said it before
But all of our bridges burnt down

I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise

I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I’ve spent on you
Where have the times gone baby

It’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
And all those fairytales are full of it
One more stupid love song i’ll be sick

Now I’m at a payphone…

Man fuck that shit
I’ll be out spending all this money while you sitting
round
Wondering why it wasn’t you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I’m stunting
And all of my cause a way to push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call
it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never can call it
Don’t need my name, or my show
You can tell it i’m ballin’
Shwsh, what a shame coulda got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could’ve saw
But sad to say it’s over for it
Phantom roll out valet open doors
Where’s the car way, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go take that little piece of shit with you

I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I’ve spent on you
Where are the times gone baby
It’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two

If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
And all these fairytales are full of shit
One more fuckin’ love song I’ll be sick

Now I’m at a payphone…

Where have the times gone, baby it’s all wrong

From medical student to doctor in 2 months, all with a piece of paper saying you are now equipped to treat people.

How swiftly emotions change, from frustration at people who refuse to give enough information for you to help them, to feeling as though these people just need a listening ear and yet you don’t have enough time to hear them out as you once did as a medical student because you’ve got to exit by 3.

Frustration when called to see or do things which are actually out of your jurisdiction.

The feeling of always wanting to spend time with your family and yet always being too tired to.

Alhamdulilah :)

Suhairi, please remember to be humble and ask for a stronger back instead of a lighter load.

Lord God,

I’ve done what I can for the past 3 weeks. You have blessed me with wonderful parents who have constantly been a pillar of support. You have blessed me with wonderful friends who have given me encouragement. You have given me so much while I have nothing to give in return. I now leave my fate in your hands, wholeheartedly and unreservedly. Victory will never be my own and neither will failure ever be binding. Give me the strength to know that You know what is best for me. I pray not for a lighter load, but for a stronger back.

3 Long Cases

9 Short Cases

…standing in the way

I may not know everything, but what I know, hopefully it’s enough to be a safe doctor.

Just keep swimming :)

=D

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